My Love, My Medicine
Relief From Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Agitation?
I use marijuana primarily as a mood stabilizer and as a means of allowing me to "let go”, as without it I am prone to obsess over trivial things and become extremely agitated over my inability to control them.
I believe these irrational behaviors to have something to do with heredity, as my childhood was less than pleasant living with a mother who would go berserk over something like a window being left open or one of the pillows on the couch being out of place.
While it is embarrassing to admit, I have become angry over things like my wife driving my car and turning the ignition off without first turning off the radio or heater. I would actually be mad for the rest of the day after getting in the car, starting it and having the radio come on and the heater without any problems.
I knew this response was not normal or rational but I could not control my emotions! There were far more things just as trivial.
Another example of this dysfunction was my inability to ever take control over my future or focus on what is truly important in life.
I would find myself obsessing over things that never would happen, (Losing my job, dying, etc) and depriving myself and family of things that could make us happy with the fear that something terrible will happen if we enjoy ourselves.
A professional has diagnosed me and I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. In layman’s terms, I have a mood disease. (Not catchy,lol) My doctor's are not ignorant like our Government and have been amazed at my progress.
Marijuana is a Godsend as long as I smoke regularly or until these feelings and behaviors simply do not exist anymore.
Marijuana keeps me sane and productive!
Marijuana helps me to see the big picture and not sweat the small stuff.
My wife can attest that I have been a much better person to live with since I started using the medicine regularly over 4 years now.
Marijuana brings me closer to God, my family, and the important things in life that many of you, that work as hard as I do, simply miss.
" It helps me to see things in my life that are wrong and to realize when I am acting selfishly”. It helps me understand this crazy world we live in and what makes it so crazy.
It also helps me to empathize with others to be a more loving, kinder person. Someone who enjoys helping others.
I consider myself a good citizen and I do not like the fact that I break the law for taking a medicine that improves my life by eradicating the toxic behaviours.
I have two children and do not like having to hide my weed smoking from them.
It would be a dream for me if weed was legal, as I would not have to go on weekly or monthly "quests for herb” or have to get burned by greedy people who sell bags of stems and seeds. It would be nice to know that the DEA will just have to focus on the REAL drugs that are destroying peoples lives.
I also think that if pot were legal you could be sure the plants are not being sprayed with any toxic pesticides, and pot consumers could get any strain or "brand" they liked without having to deal with varying quality and or degrees of potency.
I use pot as a medication and therefore try to smoke only enough to get the desired effect,
I would recommend that anyone who uses pot medicinally just take one or two tokes and wait for the effects to be felt, then if needed take another puff.
I can attest that I have smoked for about 20 years, (4 years medicinally) and have no long term effects on my memory; it has not made me sterile, lazy, stupid, crazy, sick, etc.
Therefore your Government is lying to you about an herb (Not A Drug) that has been proven by the International Medical Community to be safe for recreational as well as medicinal use.
For those who prefer not to inhale smoke there are a variety of medical devices available worldwide which vaporizers the herb and eliminates the smoke but not the medicine.
Pot in my experience has not been a gateway to other drugs (I do not even drink regularly).
I am not college educated but gainfully employed at the same non-profit society (21+years), a responsible father of two daughters and a homeowner.
All this, I feel, is because of, not in spite of, my marijuana use!
So, Attorney General Alberto R. Gonzales and all your ignorant followers... put that in your pipe and smoke it!
sincerely;
THE KING of POT
Relief From Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Agitation?
I use marijuana primarily as a mood stabilizer and as a means of allowing me to "let go”, as without it I am prone to obsess over trivial things and become extremely agitated over my inability to control them.
I believe these irrational behaviors to have something to do with heredity, as my childhood was less than pleasant living with a mother who would go berserk over something like a window being left open or one of the pillows on the couch being out of place.
While it is embarrassing to admit, I have become angry over things like my wife driving my car and turning the ignition off without first turning off the radio or heater. I would actually be mad for the rest of the day after getting in the car, starting it and having the radio come on and the heater without any problems.
I knew this response was not normal or rational but I could not control my emotions! There were far more things just as trivial.
Another example of this dysfunction was my inability to ever take control over my future or focus on what is truly important in life.
I would find myself obsessing over things that never would happen, (Losing my job, dying, etc) and depriving myself and family of things that could make us happy with the fear that something terrible will happen if we enjoy ourselves.
A professional has diagnosed me and I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. In layman’s terms, I have a mood disease. (Not catchy,lol) My doctor's are not ignorant like our Government and have been amazed at my progress.
Marijuana is a Godsend as long as I smoke regularly or until these feelings and behaviors simply do not exist anymore.
Marijuana keeps me sane and productive!
Marijuana helps me to see the big picture and not sweat the small stuff.
My wife can attest that I have been a much better person to live with since I started using the medicine regularly over 4 years now.
Marijuana brings me closer to God, my family, and the important things in life that many of you, that work as hard as I do, simply miss.
" It helps me to see things in my life that are wrong and to realize when I am acting selfishly”. It helps me understand this crazy world we live in and what makes it so crazy.
It also helps me to empathize with others to be a more loving, kinder person. Someone who enjoys helping others.
I consider myself a good citizen and I do not like the fact that I break the law for taking a medicine that improves my life by eradicating the toxic behaviours.
I have two children and do not like having to hide my weed smoking from them.
It would be a dream for me if weed was legal, as I would not have to go on weekly or monthly "quests for herb” or have to get burned by greedy people who sell bags of stems and seeds. It would be nice to know that the DEA will just have to focus on the REAL drugs that are destroying peoples lives.
I also think that if pot were legal you could be sure the plants are not being sprayed with any toxic pesticides, and pot consumers could get any strain or "brand" they liked without having to deal with varying quality and or degrees of potency.
I use pot as a medication and therefore try to smoke only enough to get the desired effect,
I would recommend that anyone who uses pot medicinally just take one or two tokes and wait for the effects to be felt, then if needed take another puff.
I can attest that I have smoked for about 20 years, (4 years medicinally) and have no long term effects on my memory; it has not made me sterile, lazy, stupid, crazy, sick, etc.
Therefore your Government is lying to you about an herb (Not A Drug) that has been proven by the International Medical Community to be safe for recreational as well as medicinal use.
For those who prefer not to inhale smoke there are a variety of medical devices available worldwide which vaporizers the herb and eliminates the smoke but not the medicine.
Pot in my experience has not been a gateway to other drugs (I do not even drink regularly).
I am not college educated but gainfully employed at the same non-profit society (21+years), a responsible father of two daughters and a homeowner.
All this, I feel, is because of, not in spite of, my marijuana use!
So, Attorney General Alberto R. Gonzales and all your ignorant followers... put that in your pipe and smoke it!
sincerely;
THE KING of POT
Copyright © 2006,2007 by "K.O.P Productions" · All Righs reserved
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |
 |